Confessions of the past ?

My 1st love was 2 yrs back : 13 yrs old 

It was strange .. School just opened for 3 days and this guy suddenly told me I look pretty and asked whether I can be his gf or not .. hmm.. I din think much .. i said NO . then tht guy cried a little . I duno why . I told him "it's not that I dun like u .." then i forgot wut i said .. = = but in the end we were together ... It lasted for 3 months .. i think .. = = 

1. The fact that I liked you is real . 

My 2nd was last year : 14 yrs old 

I met him on net . I duno how . wtf . = = then we talked alot on net . He was in the same school as I am . Then one night I told him i kinda like him . then it started . I guess . = = . But then i started to hear rumors that he's a bad guy or wadever blablabla . Negative rumors . I never told him bout tht . But i started to avoid him . He felt strange . Then i said i wanna break or sth liddat . I din make it clear so he doesn't rly understand i guess . = = . But in the end . It turned out that I told him later on bout the stuff I heard . Well . He did confess some . and overall I actually dun think he's such a bad person as other ppl said . maybe i din see deep enuf ? lolx . It laster for 2 weeks i guess . 

1. The fact that I liked you is real .

2. The fact that I was afraid of you is real .

My 3rd was in the same year : 14 yrs old

This was quick after the 2nd one . = = . We 1st met on bus . then well . he was my fren's fren . then i started hearing rumors that this guy likes me . Well . i was happy = = . but i din really like him yet . We went out once . then one day he asked me can i be his gf . I thought it was too early so i rejected it . Then . when I started liking him . he  doesn't like me  anymore . and it was like . wtf = = . how fast . hmm . We never started but i still count this as one . since it really was part of my love life . 

1. The fact that i liked you later is real .

2. The fact that i cut my hair till damn short after u din like me is real . (childish . irrational)

My 4th was this year : 15 yrs old 

We met when i was 14 in a camp . He was looking at me when I was teaching the whole crowd to dance . I was a commitee member . After the camp ended . I saw him then I called him . I asked his name but b4 he answered I answered and say : Chao Feng rite? i knew it . = = . lolx . Then he said :Ya . Then we were in the same camp again couple of weeks later . I stayed over at the school because he stayed over too . =) . He was friendly to me . I was really happy . After that camp . I asked for his phone number . We started texting each other =) . Then I found out he has a gf but breakin up or sth liddat . I advised him to chase her back wtf = = so hurt . But then it turned out the chase was not successful . Can I say that I'm so damn happy that time ??? lolx . Then after some months . We started dating . It was February 14th 2008 . We had nice memories and bitter memories together . It will be about . 9 months and 16 days . till now . Current condition . IDK . =x

1. I  l0ve you alot .

2. But you're not suitable for me . 

3. You're a really nice guy . muacks